Ohh where do I start. After I shot my videos with ftvgirls I went back home to Georgia and I made the mistake of telling my boyfriend at the time about it. He got upset with me, and one day told my parents. Well that didn’t go too nicely and my parents wouldn’t speak to me for months. I’m back in their good graces now and I’m not with that guy anymore. But I have to say I really had a crush on the photographer that shot me on the first ftvgirls shoot and started having all sorts of fantasies about him. I remember when my shoot was done, and I was in the pool on a warm summer night and he came into the pool with me for a bit and I got to see his body. I was so turned on by him and his nice shoulders but didn’t say anything (and I had a boyfriend anyway). He was also very handsome and gentlemanly, even if he was 20 years older than me. Well I really really wanted to come back to see him but needed the excuse to shoot to make it happen. I didn’t tell him anything about my feelings on the phone but would send him revealing pics of me just to keep him interested. Well when I got to shoot again (oh my god has it been 2 years already) I think I’m in better shape now and my hair is longer as the photographer suggested. I was so happy it was him again and not another guy. I don’t deny that at this point I had to tell him how I wanted him (and I haven’t had sex with anyone for 3 months so I’m really horny) so after the first day I really wanted to fuck him. I wasnt disappointed when it happened on the second day. Hes sensual and made me experience things I never knew about myself sexually and I had so many orgasms you wouldn’t believe. I think we fucked about four or five times a day until I left back home. He also has the kind of penis that goes deep until it hits the back of my vagina and I like that pressure pain feeling. Its how I can orgasm during sex. Maybe our shoot was shorter than the last one because of all the things we did together but I had a wonderful time.
I know I’m really supposed to write about myself here but I had to get this off my chest. I want to see him again, and of course he’s reading this so he knows how I feel about him.