Hi everyone, I had such a fun time doing my first time video. I am 20 years old and new to this industry. I am from a very small town in the upper midwest where a lot of things were considered taboo. Masturbating, being intimate, even giving your significant other a kiss if you were not married was considered taboo.
Before I had worked with FTV, I had modeled for two years prior. Modeling is still one of my favorite things to do, boudior and fine art & fashion are by far my most favorite styles to shoot. Shooting with FTV was very fun and I was very nervous at first. Coming to shoot for them and had never shooting a scene before was very nerve racking. I’ve never modeled nude in public before so I was a lot more cautious about it while shooting for FTV. There was something exciting about it though. The guys I met didn’t seem to mind. One of them gave me his card and said if I wanted a sugar daddy he’s the one! I couldn’t believe he did that right in front of the photographer. Anyway, I was able to get a little more comfortable with videos as the day went on. The masturbation videos weren’t bad, I am just a very shy person. I’m also very tiny and have not had a lot of sexual experience so the masturbation videos were a little scary to me but after I did the first one, the rest went over very well. It did take some time in between shoots though because I am so small and very sensative on my clit. All that masturbating was getting me aroused for something else and I’m not sure if I’m supposed to write about it but it was even better than masturbating even though it made me sore. I’m not used to have that type of experience so often either, at least not in my hometown. The guys there aren’t very cute and act like they’re god’s gift to the world. Rob is very fun to work with though, he makes the models very comfortable he’s very fun to be around.