My shoot with FTV girls has honestly been really fun. I learned a lot about myself and my body… I didn’t know my vaginal muscles were so strong! Or that I could do tricks with them, for that matter. I had always read about Keagals but didn’t know what they meant when they said to flex the muscles you use when peeing. I also didn’t know that I could make myself orgasm, since I never had before this shoot. That video on the couch was my first time ever making myself orgasm. Kind of awesome, and I’m kind of in love with that toy now. I also liked playing with the bigger toys, even though they were kind of intimidating at first. It was just cool seeing what I could do, learning new tricks. My least favorite was when we tried to shoot a dancing video. I’ve never been much of a dancer (yes I know. The only stripper that can’t dance.. laughing my butt off. Ha.), so it was even more difficult and nerve-wrecking to dance on camera. Rob commented on how funny it was. Putting an eggplant in my vagina on camera, sure. Dancing for 5 minutes on camera? Screw that. It got to the point where I thought it was kind of funny when people saw us shooting in public, and I liked it in a goofy way. Basically, the whole shoot was a very freeing experience, and all in all, I thoroughly enjoyed myself.