Hey, its Staci again, and I’m back! I’m more experienced now and more confident about modeling than compared to the first time I was here. That shoot was a lot of fun but I had absolutely no experience at all! I’m more in tune with my body too now. I find my sexual life quite interesting. As long as i can remember i masturbated in the bathtub, or in my bedroom, often i would just play with myself and then have an orgasm. I now masturbate at a minimum of once a day, sometimes to porn sometime to my own fantasies, the current one that i have been fantasizing about recently is being a house wife and my husband comes home but he is angry sometimes with things i do or lack of doing and sometimes with his own work life, the fantasy varies sometimes he enforces punishment and sometimes here comes the “taboo” scenario, he brings home his buddys from work and enforces the punishment together. aside from rare occasions, i only have sex within serious relationships, thats when I allow the openness to begin. So then i decided to give any significant other at the time or future the option “if you are atractted to someone, come to me first and we will work something out” basically saying we will more than likely have a three some of some sort. I found just having that option solved any problem of cheating. all about openness, but me being me i took it even further and the wheels started turning. I thought to myself, i love women and men, for many different reasons, why couldnt i have a girlfriend/wife and boyfriend/husband, all living together, sleeping together, and sharing a life together. I have yet to experience it, sometimes i get jealous, in a healthy amount and i actually like when a man gets jealous, so as i explore this part of my life we will see if it is as simple and ideal as i am thinking or if it is much more complex. Thats about the jist of me, I hope you enjoyed my essay, and my new shoot with ftv.
Update! Now known in porn as Staci Carr!
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